As of October 13th, 2011, I have been to the Neptune Theatre twice. My first time at the former Landmark cinema was more than three years ago; the occasion being the 48-Hour Film Festival. My part in our entry was doubly noteworthy for me, because offscreen I wrote the music and onscreen had the enviable role of “nude organist.” I was more of a transitional motif than a character per se, but it nonetheless featured my first (and only, so far) nude scene(s) in a film. It was a bizarre experience, to be sure, watching myself “play” organ nude on the big screen. But, strange as it was, it wasn’t a very vulnerable experience. The nude organist was humorous and I didn’t feel embarrassed, or as if I’d really lain bare anything of importance.
As might be expected, such a first visit inevitably framed my second. This month, I saw songwriter St. Vincent (née Annie Clark) perform there. Since my last trip, all parties involved – Annie Clark, The Neptune Theater, and myself – have undergone changes. Clark had what she called (in lyric and stage talk) a “Champaigne Year,” filled with unspecified rough patches. The Neptune no longer just shows movies and has transformed into a burgeoning music venue. And I’ve graduated from college and have a new group of friends with whom I play music (and hope to for a while.) These changes imbued my expectations for the show with hackneyed, half-formed thoughts as to whether St. Vincent, a singer whose persona has always been anything but shy, would evoke a certain nakedness of spirit in her performance. Or, put another way, would her confessional vulnerability be more effective than my physical nudity was to the filmgoers? (more…)